pressure

Tuesday again, i cant tahan oredi lah, i'm facing a heavy pressure right now...........
Today scare of me, i don't iknow how can i reach the masjid jamek star lrt station??
i dont know, i just like dream, suddendly wake up and realise that i'm at lrt station, so terrible.
May be i'm scared that i cant hit my target this month, because company want to fire staff, those cant hit the target sure need to go, right now very hard to get a job, if i'm fire, how???
I'm got a lot of things need to bear, if i dont have job, how abt my family???who want to support????
sometime felt tired, i want to relax, go to travelling, but i cant, i dont ve extra money for me to do.my life only working, sleeping and watching dvd.......that's all................
Why, if i can selfish a bit, i can just close my eyes and didnt see anything may be i will happy but i cant to that........
this coming new year i even dont ve money to buy new clothe,why????
economy crisis, what happend, why will like that????
whose fault???

economy problem

I dont have any feeling for this coming chinese new year, economy down, no money, pocket kosong, how to celebrate new year????????????????
My bf just discharge from hospital, too busy this few days, busy go to hospital and worked.......
Tired also, worry for my job, dont noe why the pressure can be so strong????????????

Right now my mental just like the spring, i afraid that one day will be broken.......