dangerous heart

thursday again, everyday need to worry here, worry there, but finally what can i get???
nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
why this few month no money, very poor now, dont where the money go????????????
need to save here and there, still not enough, how come???????????
very tired, too heavy burden......
planning to move house, dont noe where can move?????????
dont want stay wf his brother, everyday bring back girls, foreigner but not gf, change girl like changed cloth.....
i'm girl, i cant tahan, working tired already but go back home also tired, dont noe what can say..
nothing can say, very tired........
dont noe what can i do.........
what decision can i make, izzit the correct one?????????
after make the decision, will i regret????????
i just like stand in front of the traffic light, dont noe turn right or left?????????
confused, very agreed for the artical inside sam blog, girls just want the concern and console from boys, not order, not treat u like maid....