pressure

Tuesday again, i cant tahan oredi lah, i'm facing a heavy pressure right now...........
Today scare of me, i don't iknow how can i reach the masjid jamek star lrt station??
i dont know, i just like dream, suddendly wake up and realise that i'm at lrt station, so terrible.
May be i'm scared that i cant hit my target this month, because company want to fire staff, those cant hit the target sure need to go, right now very hard to get a job, if i'm fire, how???
I'm got a lot of things need to bear, if i dont have job, how abt my family???who want to support????
sometime felt tired, i want to relax, go to travelling, but i cant, i dont ve extra money for me to do.my life only working, sleeping and watching dvd.......that's all................
Why, if i can selfish a bit, i can just close my eyes and didnt see anything may be i will happy but i cant to that........
this coming new year i even dont ve money to buy new clothe,why????
economy crisis, what happend, why will like that????
whose fault???